Piano Man-
I can't really find the nerve to tell you. The only thing I can not say to someone...except this to you. I love you. Ever since that day when we shared piano skills to the day we wrote songs, talked, and laughed all lunch period in the Chorus room. I want you to be with her, but it's not easy being her best friend and not telling her my feelings. She needs someone like you, and I don't want to be greedy, but you can tell I secretly need you. You said it yourself, we get along great. We're really good friends, and I wish I could tell you everything. But you don't understand-I can't. She deserves you, more you deserve the greatest best friend and fun person ever, her. But she knows and tells I sorta still have feelings for you, and it seems like perhaps you do too. Correct me if I am wrong, but neither of us want to say. Just leave me here. No one knows what they want. Just leave me here as my heart breaks. I am sorry, my heart has been broken so much, and for awhile, we both knew we found paradise. I was wrong. Happiness does not last forever. It lasts for a brief moment. Let me break...and fade to dust. And disappear to nowhere.
-Violin Girl
the girl
i'm lorelai. brown hair. tall. 15 years old. bisexual and proud of it. wiccan. coffee & cereal addict. creative. lives for music and friends. irish. wants to fuck craig parker and keith. make fair trade. want more? see my eljay
loves
steal away. coldplay. stars. christie. music. friends. cutting. piano. magic. shoes. reading. lotr. harry potter. writing. piercings. tattoos. swearing. true love. my sisters
loves
school. liars. matt. people who think they're 'all that'. abercrombie. boy bands. hilary duff. rap music. commercials. homophobics. hot weather. unrequited love. jerks. lawn work. pain.