I sit here, still wondering why you say you are "lost in the connecticut state." I mean, you've been here forever and you know who you are, but you are lost.
I think I was insecure about doing something, but then you wrote that you've been most comfortable with me, I was really wondering why I was and am always so cautious and worrying about everything.
I'm sure, unlike you say, I know exactly what you feel about the emotions ruling. Although you don't want that happening. I'm not worried, though, xos like many, I still believe in evolution.
I think the reason I don't write as much in diaryland is because I have lots of different things to say to different people. And I don't want people to see and tell others. Bascially, I want to analyze certain people, and they may not really want to read about themselves. I think you know who I'm talking about. I change how I act around different people or, at least, what I say. But by far, I can tell the audience is too broad for what I want to say.
As I left, you were standing there. I was getting off the line, you were getting on the line. The train line of the Big City to our Connecticut. I saw you, I don't know if you saw me. I should have said something. But you know, there is that feeling. And I am sorry the doors shut so fast...I left to the City while you went to go back to "lost in Connecticut".
Will you ever tell me if you were lost in New York City, too?
My heart was.
the girl
i'm lorelai. brown hair. tall. 15 years old. bisexual and proud of it. wiccan. coffee & cereal addict. creative. lives for music and friends. irish. wants to fuck craig parker and keith. make fair trade. want more? see my eljay
loves
steal away. coldplay. stars. christie. music. friends. cutting. piano. magic. shoes. reading. lotr. harry potter. writing. piercings. tattoos. swearing. true love. my sisters
loves
school. liars. matt. people who think they're 'all that'. abercrombie. boy bands. hilary duff. rap music. commercials. homophobics. hot weather. unrequited love. jerks. lawn work. pain.