"To my so called best friend,
I know you don't understand why I'm mad at you, this in itself worries me a little. You seem to think that what you did is ok. If you think the way you treated me was right you need to invest in a dictionary and look up the word. If that's how you treat your friends i don't want to be one of them. stop making excuses. i did nothing wrong, i'm just standing up for myself for once. I don't like being ignored and I would have never have treated you that way. If you didn't want me there, you shouldn't have invited me over.
I've never done anything to hurt you but you've cut me too deep this time. We were always so close and to know that you even have it in you to do this shocks me. I think the thing that hurts the most is to know how little you care that i'm no longer around. When did I ever let you down? I'm crying now for you. Do you not care at all that you hurt me? Maybe you found it fun? Ignoring me. Pretending I wasn't there. Wishing I wasn't there. You didn't stick up for me once when your boyfriend put me down, maybe I should find some friends who have the balls to stick up for me and themselves.
You may have convinced yourself having sex with your boyfriend when your best friend is in the room is normal, or kinkie, or fun, but I think you're wrong. Don't tell me you were drunk, we both know that isn't true. Don't say you didn't mean it, I don't understand how you can do that. Could you not wait a day? It hurts that you don't care about my feelings after all we've been through. Maybe you'll realise your mistake and exactly what you lost when he's gone.
goodbye
x"
the girl
i'm lorelai. brown hair. tall. 15 years old. bisexual and proud of it. wiccan. coffee & cereal addict. creative. lives for music and friends. irish. wants to fuck craig parker and keith. make fair trade. want more? see my eljay
loves
steal away. coldplay. stars. christie. music. friends. cutting. piano. magic. shoes. reading. lotr. harry potter. writing. piercings. tattoos. swearing. true love. my sisters
loves
school. liars. matt. people who think they're 'all that'. abercrombie. boy bands. hilary duff. rap music. commercials. homophobics. hot weather. unrequited love. jerks. lawn work. pain.